Juggernauts
I reblog cats. I write text posts. I'm a vegetarian and a pacifist. I also happen to be a poet :){ wear }
you promised me so much. i didn’t cry yesterday. for the first time in 5 days i didn’t lie in my bed for 3 hours and just cry until i couldn’t breathe or feel anything. i thought it was going away, that i would somehow miraculously be okay. this is going to be a really lonely summer without you.
this is what i have so far…
I’m young but I’m old, I’ve seen
so much, but it is not enough.
One day he took my hand and
led me though the world, showed
me everything I have always known
with new eyes. Eyes that sparkled
in the light, eyes that shone so brightly
they were blinding. Eyes that burned
through everything. They dreamed they
saw the truth, so he believed it was
always the truth. And what those eyes
said is what he did, so when they said
to leave, my hand was suddenly empty.
There was nothing to be done, nor
was there anything I wished to do but
go back. Maybe, if I had seen it, I could
have removed those eyes and given him
mine instead. I could have been the one
who did all the teaching and helped him
through the world. We could have shared
eyes, been two separate people viewing
the world the same, but instead we were
the same person viewing the world two
different ways. Things got complicated
and we were too conflicted; our eyes had
a secret battle and his won with their truth.
I am quite young, I am quite fragile, and I
have seen quite a lot. Sometimes life
puts us through bad things to test our
ability to survive, and sometimes we meet
people at a certain time in our lives to help
shape who we will become.
(Source: fuckyeahdementia)
i think i will only ever be able to marry another person in my major. only english people understand english people.
i’m one of those dumb kids who make summer bucket lists. surprisingly, there are a lot of things i want to do before i leave here forever.
aaaaand today i had a booty call. yep. i like using people when they know i’m using them. plus he was using me too. so life is good. he has a cute smile, okay?
then i spent the rest of the day at my friends. lol i’ve been there almost every day since i got out of school. that’s normal, right? well. i guess that’s what best friends are.
now i have to call my old best friends and talk to them about stuff. but i think i’ll do that tomorrow because i don’t want to do anything except die right now.
